Saturday, December 25
oh god.. talk? i puke.
nice word.
it's no use talkin' to u at all.
u said u've kept ur promise.
did u?
from ur actions, sorrie, i think i cant belib it.
ppl see with their eyes, feel with their heart.
but my eyes and heart both tell me u arent keepin ur promise.
what f****** thing is this mann..
im so angry, sad, frustrated, fed up. duno how to say.
i just wanna hab a merry xmas. is it too much to ask for?
just go enjoy ur day n i'll enjoy mine
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12/25/2004 02:17:00 PM
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Wednesday, December 22
Free
Anneliese-
All my life I've always wanted
To have one day just for me,
Nothing to do
And for once no where I need to be.
With no lessons, Lords, or luncheons
Or to-do list in the way,
No one to say when to eat or read or leave or stay.
That would be the day.
Erica-
All my life I've always wanted
To have one day for myself
Not waking up with a pile of work
On every shelf.
With no hems in need of pressing
And no sleeves in disarray,
No wedding gown with
A thousand stitches to crochet.
And no debt to pay.
What would it be like to be?
(What would it be like to be?)
Free.
A-Free to try crazy things.
E-Free from endless IOUs.
A-Free to fly.
E-Free to sing.
A-And marry whom I choose.
You would think that I'm so lucky
That I have so many things
I'm realizing that every present
Comes with strings.
E-Though I know I have so little
My determination's strong,
People will gather around the world
To hear my song.
A-Now I fear I'll never be
E-Soon I will forever be
Both-Free.
I close my eyes and feel myself
Fly a thousand miles away,
I could take flight
But would it be right,
My conscious tells me stay.
A-I'll remain forever royal.
E-I'll repay my parent's debt.
Both-Duty means doing the things
Your heart may well regret.
A-But I'll never stop believing.
E-She can never stop my schemes.
Both-There's more to living than
Gloves and gowns and threads and seams.
In my dreams
I'll be free.
hee.. nice song frm the movie musical.. tada.. should go and watchh.. =)
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12/22/2004 02:22:00 PM
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Sunday, December 12
hehe so great... love watching tv so muchh.. hahahaha.. ou xuan got it!!! but i dun lyk it. humph! the best actor shud go to 715.. hehe nvm he got alot chances.. hehehe.. so good so good...
fann and christopher so cute lor. part torh liao still dun dare admit. evry1 making fun of em liao. cute. .hehehe..
good ~ star awards
hehe but my daddy sae the stage so small, so squeezy , dunno how to plan de. who cares. hehehe.. ou xuan got it ! :p
the xin ren jiang shud go to rui en lehh.. she's much more better than joanne peh. and joanne peh also got shi da lorr... not fair. humph..
more chances next yr. bahhx.. =PpP
why must u spoil my day. i hate the way u talk to me. giving u a tight slap is wad i wanna do now. *grins* humph!!! i couldnt care less abt u le. stupid person. just a lame one. forever cant get along with me. ha. it'd be better. so i'd rather not talk to u. one word answer would be enough. just enough. stop it. it wont work anymore.
to u: if u think im talking abt u, then sorri, im not.
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12/12/2004 10:11:00 PM
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Saturday, December 11
argh.. im so so so mad at him. how can he do this? got stead liao still go baywatch.. arghhhhh.. im so so so so furious.. guys are ALWAYS like that.. argh.. his gf told him not to two time, he four time.. arghhh... so angry.. so angry.. some guys are lyk that de.. then innocent girls get broken hearts frm them... idiotic... these people hab nothing to do other than break ppl's hearts. why cant they wait till they think they can be zhuan1 yi1 befor they get a girl?? haix.. dunno how to think ar them. then break ppl's hearts. IT'S NOT FUN AT ALL LOR!!!
just remembered i saw an email last time.. it said dun gib a girl hope when u dun lyk her. sth lidat lar. forgot le. i wasnt that love sick last time. im not too, presently. hehe. but some guys gib girls hope so easily then destroy them in a moment by just ignoring her.hai...
do u wanna hurt people or get hurt by people? ..
im so bad, im so selfish. i chose to hurt people. but yes, i did get hurt before. too painful for me to bear. so it's best not to get involved with "love". sometimes, i was thinking why cant i love girls. at least girls love better than guys. haha. that's why i always tell ppl "i think one day im gonna be a bisexual" i dun understand why this kinda ppl cant get accepted in this society.. i mean, there's much more choices for them,isnt it?
haii.. stupid bgr. my didi.wanna tell him not to get involved in all these, but guess he wun understan and wun heed my advice. let him go explore on his own ba.
feelin so so damn down..
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12/11/2004 10:13:00 PM
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