Sunday, June 25
i love ai qing mo fa shi!! yeaahh!!
hahahahaha!!
it's a MUST WATCH VCD! *highly recommended!
xiao bei loves ya si..
__such a romantic story mann__
reali reali reali reali veri nice
*the magician of love-addiction
serious addiction.
no studies, no tv, just ai qing mo fa shi.
that's why preparing to fail all my jcts!
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6/25/2006 10:10:00 PM
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Wednesday, June 21
i hate it i hate it
i hate june common tests!
believe it or not, i just started studying 2 days ago. *sucks.
haiix. im going to flug it. and now, im worried i cant pass my promos and get promoted j2.
starting to get stressed le, mayb that'll motivate me to study.
too bad
there's not much time left to study even tho im motivated.
karyn,just give up.
u're not good with studies, totally.
to make it simple, u ain't good with anything.
____aawww. poor karyn.
`mugging__[[]][][][][][][][][][][][]]
bye bye.
0o0o to those studyin real hard. congrats, and may u get ur reward!!! :)
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6/21/2006 02:54:00 AM
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Thursday, June 8
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6/08/2006 01:14:00 AM
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tonight, i discovered sth new abt him.
something totally new... ...
which explains everything.
i dunno if i shld b happy, sad, angry, or annoyed.
im just lost.
im at a loss.
i don't know what to do, i just don't know how to react.
yes. i teared.
i teared for him once again... ...
not because he made me angry.
but because he kept it from me.
we've been together for almost three years.
sometimes i just wonder,
what am i to him?
am i just there to call him every night?
am i just there to make him less lonely?
or am i only his friend?
the stress he's gone through, for almost ten years, he kept it from me.
im not upset that he kept sth from me...
but is it that im not worth sharing his sorrow?
or is it that im too childish for him?
what am i to him exactly?
i do not know.
could anyone just ask him that and tell me..?..
i shouldnt pick up his calls.
for fear that i may say sth wrong and hurt him.
the stuffs he went thru is much much more than what i expected.
behind his usual self,
there is actualli sth that all of us dunno.
it's deep down inside him.
he just wouldnt say.
he appears that cheerful, joker-ly, friendly, loving, sweet, nice... ...
it's fake.
he faked me for the past three years.
i noe he doesnt mean it.
but it hurts.
it hurts totally.
and it hurts badly.
i love him, alot.
yea, and this is what i'll do... ...
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6/08/2006 12:55:00 AM
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Sunday, June 4
hmms i dun hav a veri veri nice blogskin. humph angry liaox. bahx. hahaha.
im feeling veri happi today.
cos i love my didi jinhong! haha
he's a veri nice guy wor.. but abit too bad tempered le. naughty boy! :p dun b lidat le wor, if not jie jie dun love u le ahx. hmm. his bdae is on 3rd june. everione rem ok! then wish him happi 15th bdae nex yr.. if not he veri sad.. =)
went to celebrate jinhong's belated bdae wif lingting and jinhong. our small family--mommy, jiejie and didi. jinhong came so early lah! we supposed to mit at 230 then giv him his bdae surprise de(altho it didnt turn out as a surprise), but he came at 140 lahh! lucky us, me n lingting dint see him on d way to buy his cake. we went to some wierd wierd shops, then decided to go breadtalk. so yupps. we saw a cake which looked quite appetizing to me(or am i too hungry?) and we decided to buy it for him.. went to mac, wanted to find a seat that didnt attract too much attention (according to lingting) but tt didnt happen cos mac was too crowded. good business. mac's earnin alot. okk, get bac to d topic. jinhong came aft that. and so we sang him a happi bdae song
quietly n he ate the cake. he said it's nice but i dun suppose so. cos he dint eat the chocolate n d blueberry lah! i so hurt!!!! haii. but at least he chose to tell a white lie, that the cake was nice. bahhs. we headed off to my house. (skipping some details on d way).. my mommy and i sang karaoke for ard 4 hrs i suppose. and jinhong was lyk so so so bored. too bad, he didnt wanna snatch d mike frm us. n i was not veri willing to giv up my mike too. haha :) lingting's having a sorethroat :( so she didnt sing veri loud, haix. n i was lyk so hyper, so high, so LOUD. poor lingting.. get well soon yeaa!!
aniwaes. sorri lingting and jinhong for letting u all go home so so late! i hope u all dint get a scolding. hmm. i love u all! hahaha. =) take care yeaa. dun miss me..
wahaha! i going batam tmr!
hav to oooi ooi ler. nite nite..!
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6/04/2006 11:39:00 PM
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