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Tuesday, August 22


___ i dun care ___

horhorr. koifoong ni jiao huai wo le. :p i'm learning from you ah. i feel much much better now. i just heck care. people are just out to make me feel sad, feel bad, feel irritated and frustrated. but who cares. as long as im happy, i dun care.

too bad...


many things happened recently. dun wish to talk abt it. nor do i wish to post any comments. i've decided to forget it. hahaha. but YOU cannot forget it wor. aiiyahh. **NI BU DONG DE LAHH*



:p hahaha so shuang. slacking the whole afternoon. relaxing my mind and telling myself to be happy. it's just so nice to be happy :) ren huo zhe jiu shi wei le yao ti hui kuai le ah. ru guo ni bu kuai le, huo zhe jiu mei yi si le. yupps. wo chao ai zhong zheng de!!! jia de gan jue, zhi you zai zhong zheng cai hui ti hui de dao. my band, my cr. <3 love you all lahh! *muahh!!!


i dun deny that i'm always living in the past, because that's where i'll be truly happy. i ain't happy in the present now. it's the past that gives me the strength to go on...


joe, dun cry lah. bu xu yao dao li de. zhi yao yong xin de xun zhao kuai le, gen ben dou bu hui you yan lei ah :)







i love you all____
thx for loving me :)


[[my fate]] [[my life]] [[my choice]] _________karyn pens her thoughts at__________; 8/22/2006 07:07:00 PM

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adrian, you suck like hell. i just hope you can read this.

who are you to make us follow your rules and regulations for you to meet your deadline. ughhh!! the thought of this just makes my blood boil. you are a bloody idiot. and i just hope you can disappear into thin air (although it's so so so difficult because of the fact that you are so FAT!) and get lost from cg 12/06. the sight of you makes me wanna puke. pls just stop all your lame shit stuff and pls do not think that you are forever so great. you aren't! ughh. you haven't seen greater ppl huh? *PUNCH*

ughhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im sad for you how are you going to live on. no happiness, no love in your life. i tried to b nice to you but d msg u conveyed was that you didn't need any care and concern from anyone. too bad. i think you hate me alot because i have loadsa love! hahahah!!

i got hongting. :p you don't have.

nanny nanny poo poo!! hahahahahah!!!!!!!!


i'm feeling so happy now after venting my frustrations and being childish. bleah! hahaha i feel so so much better!! wahahaha. :)


*sorry for being so bad ehh. wo ren wu ke ren le. i just hate your attitude.*


[[my fate]] [[my life]] [[my choice]] _________karyn pens her thoughts at__________; 8/22/2006 06:05:00 PM

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Friday, August 18



im breaking down.

i cant sleep, i cant eat, i cant study...

nor can i enjoy my tv shows.

it's just too wierd.

karyn's not feeling well...


[[my fate]] [[my life]] [[my choice]] _________karyn pens her thoughts at__________; 8/18/2006 12:30:00 AM

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Thursday, August 17


i love mii clarinet section.

gv-my orangey sisters who never fails to cheer me up whenever im down. this hyper and mad woman goes crazy at the sight of *ahem*. tsk tsk. has a great great passion for music. =) hahaha and loves me too.. we are one big family!!!

yanyan-english ger who looks cheena.a total BANANA! billy joe armstrong is the best singer who can play guitar veri well too (according to her). Wake Me Up When September Ends is the song she loves the most!!! hey girl, u are NOT anti-social. u are so cutteeee! plus u veri veri pretty! heheheh =D

xiaowu-my best best fren who has alot of mo qi with me..i just love her!!! takes so so so long to reply my letters. bleah :p but pulls me up whenever i go down down down. we cook tgt (although she's d CHEF), study tgt, joke tgt, talk tgt, used to come to sch tgt. so many memories. she's d bestest fren one can ever get. cherish her!!!

peizhi mohmoh-my cat in band. so cute so pretty. capable + hardworkin. has an absolutely sweet voice *tat's why she's d narrator for our stage band*. i love her!!!

lynette-naughty girl *spanks her butt*!! always ovrslp during sat and miss band practices. -shakes head- hahahahaha. muz buy her a super super noisy alarm clock like mine, u jump up upon hearing the alarm. woahh siao mann. hehehe .

grace-hahaha thx for sharing my anger during practices. at least i dun feel alone. hahaha. this talented lil girl can play so many instru lah! and im so proud of her band. it rocks! to b more precise, her band's drummer (who is grace) rocks! hehehe jia you!!

and last but not least...

KARYN WONG SHI MIN-someone that loves her section and realli hope our section can b d bestest section ever! *woohoo* =)

oh, one veri impt person..
XINLING, who's joining us most prob, dunno her yet. but she's a damn good player (at least better than all of us). heheh, wanna noe her more, bond wif her. and tgt, 8 of us make a full clarinet section. yea! best section ever..!!


[[my fate]] [[my life]] [[my choice]] _________karyn pens her thoughts at__________; 8/17/2006 12:25:00 AM

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