Sunday, November 30
moved.
http://dec-the-26th.livejournal.com/
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11/30/2008 10:48:00 PM
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Saturday, November 15
i wonder why i am going crazy over some stupid man who has a f*cking pink g-string in his wardrobe (not mine)
and he's ignoring me right now. he's happily asleep.
asks for my attention, says that "girl, i need to talk to you now, could you gimme your attention", and i gave him my fullest attention.
when it's my turn to talk, *SNORESSSSS*
then, shakes him up, and say "hey please, i wanna talk to you"
he replies "i'm listening, i ain't sleeping"
i blabber on, and realises he's sound asleep, once again. ignoring me.
angrily walks out of the door, heads home, and he doesn't even care.
called him for the past one hour, no answer.
tired freak. please, if you're tired, don't play mahjong please. if you wanna play mahjong, do tell me that you're tired and you wanna sleep. don't tell me that you're listening and ignore me.
it may seem like a small thing. but small matters do matter, alot.
plus that fucking g-string. you're making me think alot again... ...
that's what you always leave me with.
爱不爱都痛
我以為我懂 最后你要自由
woo..忘了温柔要套在手中 到最后
该不该回头 如果我开口 爱继续往前走
woo..幸福听著分开的藉口
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11/15/2008 12:17:00 PM
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Friday, November 14
for the first time, i drove my mommy from tpy lor5 to tpy central :)
mommy and dagu were like HOLDING TIGHT to the handle can. And although it was a short journey, mommy was nagging like shit. totally unlike Esman. now i realise how Esman trusts his students. thinking back, Esman really bo chap wor. let me drive my own, just gimme directions, and he can sing his songs/sms, haha. and the amazing thing is, he can point out my mistakes at the same time. this is called, ZAI! i'm going to promote Ubi Driving Centre, under the OneTeam Programme, ESMAN! he's superb man. actually i quite miss driving with him beside me. with all his crap and jokes, talking about his ex-fiance, his princess, blah blah blah. seriously, i miss him. (awww better not let him see this) and yes, i do miss his singing. it's nice-no sacarsm here, thank you very much. shall get back to the topic. actually, i officially failed my night driving with mommy cuz i didn't know how to park! hahaha, so i got down, and mommy took over. eh, no. correction. i don't know how to park without poles. but with poles, it's a different story. hehehe, i'm a good driver okays (quoted from Esman and Driving Test Tester)
*stupid wenwei, i know you're going to laugh damn loudly if you're reading this. but i'll make sure i'll slap you HARD if you laugh somemore.
anyways, yes i was emo-ing just now. was thinking about the future. what would happen? actually i'm living quite a fucked up life right now. you wouldn't understand. it's like, having my daddy's house, my mommy's house, my grandmas' houses, my boyfriend's house. SO MANY PLACES CAN. and i have to spend time at each place every week. it's bad, no joke. with some of my cosmetics/belts/clothes here, and some there, and with my notes scattered around, it really ain't conducive. jialat. i can't stay put. i have to spare a thought for the others. for e.g, if i stay at daddy's, i need to think of mommy. but when i stay at mommy's, i need to think of grandma. aiyah i duno lah. i've been running around these few weeks. sometimes i'm at my dad's, sometimes at my mom's, sometimes at my grandma's, sometimes at my boyfriend's. running around is tiring, and expensive. ROARS.
and i don't know why, i'm getting more and more fucked up. the things i say, just piss people off. to you, especially. i know it's my fault that night. i really pushed your limits, i'm sorry.
ayee. really damn sian. that's why the emo-ness right now.
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whatever-as always.
emo shitty bang bang
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11/14/2008 01:06:00 AM
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Thursday, November 13
Haha, lisa dear. I think you're the only one who knows that i've started to update my blog.
But anyways, FA class is really boring. I don't understand why Prof is going through some weird websites to find FA information. We don't need it for the final term, and what matters most is the final term examination right now... ... and i'm depressed cuz i did real bad for FA quizzes. I'm seriously depressed. The focus of the next one week will be to polish up FA. It's important, i know. EVERYONE, please scold me if you see me online, or facebooking. THANKS. It would really be of great help to me... :DD
I passed my driving, YAYY. I must say, i'm super duper lucky. Luck really contributed like SO MUCH for me to pass my tp. :D thanks mommy, mother, mama and whoever that prayed for me to pass. And of course, not forgetting the DEAREST, who came down specially to offer me support!! I was so glad to see him when i was driving out. WoOOhoo. and THANKS ESMAN! You're the greatest instructor of all! (duno whether he'll see it, but wells) Haha. YOU ROCK MAN! Thanks for imparting me with all your skills, so much so that even the tester said "your driving is good" HAHAH!! But some stupid guy says that i look damn nervous and
funny when i drove out. Bleah.
A note to everyone out there: passing my tp doesn't give you the privilege to call me and chauffeur you around. except if you are my closed ones. of course, that applies only if you DARE to even sit in my car.
YAYY! QQ IS MINEEE! I'm gonna save up and buy accessories to decorate my car :) HELLO KITTY PLEASE! *grins* I'm gonna ask Daddy if my car can be WHITE! Then I can paste HK stickers around, and people will say "aww what a bimbotic car". and I'll reply "but my car ain't pink like Sharpay's!"
-imagines-
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11/13/2008 01:14:00 PM
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Wednesday, November 12
yeayea, i haven't been blogging for super long. joce and lisa: i'm blogging already!
uni life has been super bad.
:((
one thing for sure, i'm really not enjoying uni life with all the projects and exams.
done with all projects. but here's the final term examination, in one and a half week's time, and tomorrow's my driving test. ROAR. and someone's irritating me right now. if he didn't irritate me, i wouldn't have been blogging. so, thanks to him?
doing up my study plan. i need to plan. i've always remembered what jia lin wrote on the board when we were sec4 (okay i know i'm super random) "IF YOU FAIL TO PLAN, YOU PLAN TO FAIL" hahaha, i really found it quite meaningful, and for all these years i've been trying to experiment if this saying is true and reliable. true enough. hahaha. if i fail to plan, i really plan to fail.
my phone's ringing non-stop. but i just don't feel like answering his call.
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11/12/2008 01:29:00 AM
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