Saturday, September 30
敺桃��pasta.
-smile pasta- :)
highly recommended...!!
yi chang mei li de yi wai rang ta men xiang yu.
yi qi jing li le feng feng yu yu.
nong jia cheng zhen de xing fu... ...
hahah, sounds like my ai qing mo fa shi somehow. but this is a longer version of how they jia ban ding hun. sweet sweet story..
watch it and u'll know.
some similar parts to ai qing mo fa shi and wang zi bian qing wa o...
[[ humphs copyright ehh]]
but nvm, verii nice. so worth watching !!
cyndi wang and nicholas teo...
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9/30/2006 05:20:00 PM
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Wednesday, September 27
karyn, keep your cool. u need to cool down. breathe in, breathe out. yeahh. u're doing it right. continue doing it a few times. it'll be alright soon. relax your mind... ...
u need a good slp. nites everione..! i wish all of u sweet dreams everinite. shoooo to all nitemares! :)
*mwahh. i love my CG 12/06...
hehehehehe.
got my k6. kiang kiang, kee kee, king kong, kit kat, kai kai, ka ka (tt's me!)
stiu got my proj work grp julie huiting, eechan. Ad**** (we're nt on gd terms though)
followed by our beloved Singaporean girls! xinyi and samantha.
not forgetting our foreigners too! luying, cheryl, amanda, pear and yongyi.
we hav our 3Singaporean guys too. sparky ma hee hoh, da ben dan a.k.a. noob and scandalous weibin!
then our indonesian guys: wilson, harry, mac.
also our china guys: fang ming and jue feng.
not forgetting our RICH civics tutor. MR GAN!!!
=) dream cg. u all make my day. thanks ppl. love u all ... ...
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9/27/2006 10:34:00 PM
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yes im awake. it's 330am in the morning.
i blogged. because i dunno how not to think abt all the things you've said.
whatever u say is always always right , and i do not beg to differ. im tired of it. tired of blowing up cuz u wont open up to me...
our love story ends here.
our friendshiip ends here, too.
please, be truthful to ur future partners, dun hurt them.
i reali hope that we're still friends u noe. but i duno how to talk to u.
ughh.
i dun like u.
u arent a good fren.
but u WERE a great partner.
anyways, i'm so sorry to call u and bullshit. it's been a habit for me to call u every now and then. i'll kick this bad habit. *I SWEAR!
i bet u duno what's happening to my life now.
heck.
cuz i duno what's happening to urs too.
no1 knows what i'm going thru.
i dun ask for your understanding.
it's stupid for me to complain to u.
cuz u dun giv a damn.
and u'd always be thinking that u're the most pathetic soul on earth aft the break up.
-hello-
i tried to make up. (bet u dint realise too)
but the rxn u gave. tsk tsk.
i gave up.
please.
be a great person ok.
like what you were.
but not to me. to ur frenz ard u.. and bla bla..
i'm sorri for kp wanting to say buhbye to u but when my mind goes blank everytime, u appear.
i'll give myself a brainwash.
yupps.
ending here.
** yea ^_^ i finally finished one more chapter of physics. that's THREE chapters out of 12... 25% leiii! not bad.. 75% more to go. and i have only 4 days left... ...
i see hope. abit.
i wont give up.
dagu mommy wouldnt want my results to suck.
neither does my mommy... ...
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9/27/2006 03:29:00 AM
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Monday, September 25
tan hongting... you are the best man. now i know you. not couples, not friends. i dunno what's the matter with you. i'm so disappointed. i always thought that you were the best person one could ever met. but aft i saw how coldly u treated me aft the break up... yupps, now i understand how others feel when they talked to you. karyn: i think we're not even friends le ba.tanhongting:oh ic. best rite... ... now i feel so stupid crying for the past few weeks cuz i missed u too much. ooO. but now im awake. dun have to ask me to take care when you dun mean it ok. u know i hate it. bye.once again,thx for your beautiful memories...
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9/25/2006 09:37:00 PM
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thanks for making my smiles everyday... =))
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9/25/2006 08:55:00 PM
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Sunday, September 24
yeah! i'm happy again...
wo bu zai xiang ta.
i feel relaxed.
i asked u, u gave me a reply.
and i made a choice.
i dont wanna b an idiot waiting for your 3words.
and i hate it when i hav to blow up for your 3words.
u're free, free from me.
good luck. and i think i know that you know that you'd be better off without me.
bye..
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9/24/2006 10:56:00 PM
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Saturday, September 23
ughhh. im irritated by this person.
- bye then -
my dagu mommy's ill again. landed in hospital 2days ago. continuous vomitting of some dark brown and black stuffs. heard it's gastro-intestinal bleeding or sth lidat. hate it. can i just hav a fair share of her illness and make her suffer less? she has been crying since a few weeks ago upon knowing that she has cancer. daddy was at China, so me, mommy, dagu mommy, jing kai and kyran went out to eat with her every night b4 her op. now she's recovered from it. but another illness is here. haii. when will she end her torture... ... seeing her lidat makes me wanna cry. when i went to TTSH just to fetch her from the hospital with mommy, she was like telling me and jingkai that "i wanna die but i cant. i duno what wil happen to mommy if i die". -tears- and then came the nurse, who took out the needle from her wrist. OH MY GOSH. u cant imagine how BIG that needle is. my dagu mommy, so so so afraid of pain, hav to bear with that irritatingly big and horrendous needle in her blood vessels for so many days. how is she going to take it. haii... yesyesyes,she's home now. but she's "discharged against advice" and has to go back to the hospital on monday, again, to face the stupid needles.
and yeah. my mommy's tired, terribly exhausted. morning she has to wake up at 530 to wake the 3 children of the house,then she fetches us to sch,followed by rushing to office to avoid being scolded by *sucks* and then rushes to the hospital during her lunch (skipping her meal) and back to office aft an hour or so. not hectic enough? she still has to fetch us back from school (although sometimes we go home ourselves) worry about our dinner. so she would go to TTSH to accompany my dagu mommy and then go to the nearest hawker centre to dabao some food for us and rush back home. again, she doesnt eat her dinner (do you consider a few mouthful of rice a meal?) so she could pei2 my dagu mommy for a longer time. ^my dagu mommy is afraid of loneliness^... ... haii. this is my mom's daily schedule from morning to evening. at night, she comes home, completely tired, but doesnt complain AT ALL. because if she complains to my daddy who understands nothing at all, they'd end up having an argument. yepps, and tt adds on to her stress. so she rather keep quiet about it.
mommy was saying that she has a bad bad bad bad bad bad bad backache this morning, but still insists on sending me to school because i woke up late and missed the bus12. hai. im a sucky daughter. i wanted to cry. mommy im sorry. i hope i made up to her by massaging her back awhile ago... ...
i hope my mommy stays strong. cuz once she's down, everyone will be. especially me. i fear for her. and she's getting old. health problems are starting to stick to her.
im worried... ...
and i cant get down to studying when my promo is a week away.
karyn's gg to be so dead.
... ... and the worst thing is U are not by my side anymore. it was my fault for hurting you, that you didn't have anithing to sae to me when i called last night. i'm sorry. yepps i'll try to study hard, like what you told me to. i guess u're leading a happy life w/o me by your side... no more quarrels, no more karyn being unreasonable, everything ended on 6sept'06, a day b4 our 3rdyranni. take care.
*winks* (does tt ring a bell?)
to those who have read till here: u al hav stamina sia.. =) sori for d long post anw... ...
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9/23/2006 01:14:00 AM
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Monday, September 18
i was wrong. i don't hope for your forgiveness, though.
i'm so stupid i repeated my mistakes agn and agn.
wait and see ba... ...
i'm a super super bad girl. i always thought i did nothing wrong. but i did, today. i lied. i shouldn't have. i'm sorry mommy, for lying to u. i just duno how to tell u d truth. gimme some time... ...
i enjoyed myself.
yet i dun feel happy.
aghh.
reflecting time...
bye... ...
*psst. dun ask me wad happened*
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9/18/2006 08:51:00 PM
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Thursday, September 14
why is it that -_- wanna hurt ^_^?
it does -_- no good to do that. and it reali hurt ^_^ alot. especially when both are good friends.
can stop it? dun hurt ^_^ animore.
it's bad, okay?
we are good friends. good friends don't hurt each other through their blogs, remember that...
^_^ u muz jia you O!
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9/14/2006 01:14:00 AM
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Wednesday, September 13
as usual. project work brings many many problems. but they're solved in the end!
im happy today =) *smiles*
kiangkiang. thx for always cheering kaka up! u reali veri cute + pretty + sweet + clever + nice + you xing ge + attractive + bubbly ... ... ... ... ... ...
wahahaha !!!
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9/13/2006 08:37:00 PM
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Sunday, September 10
i loved u for who u are.
u didnt have to hide anything from me.
sadly, u chose to.
i nv wanted to blame u.
i just blame myself.
i tot we were meant to be.
sadly, it isnt the case.
if only u could tell me what u really felt earlier,
i wouldnt have mind.
sadly, u chose the wrong time to tell me.
i love 'you'.
believe me.
sadly, i dont love you.
-sighs-
zhan zai lu kou de jiao cha dian, wo gan dao pang huang, wu zhu.
ni neng zhi ying wo zou dui de lu ma?
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9/10/2006 11:09:00 PM
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9/07/2006 11:56:00 PM
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