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Monday, December 18


a day passed.

dunno what to write.


he left for china this morning. says he's going to look for his laopo. go, go, go. i hope she'll kick him out when he is penniless. i'll wait for that day. and i'm staying with her. not him. he disappointed me, again and again. i feel stupid for standing up for him and hurting her and HER and many others.


was neutral initially. but i'm not now.

to him: forgive me, u are too much.


to her: i'll support u all the way.



to HER: thanks alot for knocking sense into me.



to him and her and HER: i love u all always.


[[my fate]] [[my life]] [[my choice]] _________karyn pens her thoughts at__________; 12/18/2006 04:42:00 PM

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