tired. don't wanna blog le. or i should say, there's like nothing in my work that makes me happy.. i lost the enthusiasm i think. but i'll carry on cuz i wanna learn stuffs from there.

after THAT day, i'm like thinking, why will she say that.. blahblah. then when i told my uncle abt that. i suddenly realised tat i'm really ambitious. i never thought that i was ambitious-never ever, until i talked to my uncle and he actually knocked some sense into my hollow brain. no wonder they say capricorns are ambitious. i am. i know. but without that characteristic, i think i lost my enthusiasm for my job. serious. it's like, suddenly, i realised my job ain't that good aft all. i'm just being treated as a bouquet factory where i just keep wrapping bouquets-the same bouquets after each. i don't actually get to mix and match the flowers i like, use my favourite wrapping papers. so it's like, i'm sian-ed. i was wrong..

nevermind, it's ok. karyn wong, it's absolutely fine. like what uncle says, just do what they tell me to, don't try to make extraordinary bouquets and all, and i'll be SAFE. there'll be chances for me to show what i can really do. yepps. no worries.


i need entertainment!!

[[my fate]] [[my life]] [[my choice]] _________karyn pens her thoughts at__________; 1/28/2008 09:35:00 AM

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