Tuesday, March 25
i dunno what went wrong yesterday-so irritating!!
the only 2 pathetic souls who came in to buy flowers from me at suntec was like, ughh. both requested for something that i dunno how to do larhh! the first china lady who came in wanted a fruit basket. LALA. and i was laughing to myself cuz i dunno how to do it. but i cant possibly say "i dunno how to do". (i'll get fired if i do that) and i think she must be thinking "what's so funny that makes this irritating girl laugh like this.??" but anyway, i called sisi and ask her what to do. so she just teach me on the phone. & luckily, i'm peng's assistant so i usually help her with the small small stuffs when she does fruit baskets, congratulatory stands etc. yeahh, so i managed to do the fruit basket!! and i'm super happy. & here, i wld like to thank wartini for calming me down and helping me with the fruit basket, benny for giving comments on the fruit basket, and sharen for saying "aiyah,dun care-just GAH GAH DO!!", and sisi for helping me out so much : )
and here's the outcome. i think it was not bad!! hahaha!! benny also says it's nice(i forced him to say that)!!
anyway, the second guy was like damn irritating cuz he asked me to wrap a bouquet of pink lilies-and i dunno how to,
again. but this one i seriously cannot. so i asked sisi for help again. and sisi was damn nice. she said i can go to marina to get it from her. so i went to marina lah. and who knows. aft i go there. it was like soooooo damn busy. i couldnt leave sisi alone rite, plus the bouquet wasnt done up yet. so i just stayed there to serve the customers and help out. wahh, and i'm super irritated by the customers over there, who took the flowers from the fridge themselves as though they were at a MARKET. eeee. so irritating. you know what, my poor rose broke cuz they dint know how to handle it properly lahhh!! and they were so careless with the gerberas that they hurt my pink lilies laaaa. hurrrrr. i'm v sad for the flowers... HUMPHS.
oh anyway, i rushed back to suntec aft i got the pink lily bouquet. and that man-a total sucker-dint pay for the bouquet and he dint come back to collect the bouquet. I WANNA CURSE HIM TILL HE DIE!!!! i scolded him for the whole of yesterday nite laaa. so angry at him. may he die. i know he's called shawn tan. and i have his no. mayb i'll do sth bad to him. wahahahaha!! *grins evil-ly.
LALALA. and i'm talking to my mokmok now. i love her so!! : ) yayyy.
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3/25/2008 11:46:00 AM
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Monday, March 24
HAHAH!! i'm so glad i finally can sleep and sleep and sleep and wake when i feel like it.. i love PM shifts : ) hahaha.
life has been so fun for me!! i've got a pay rise-to $6 per hour. tho not alot, but hahaha, i'm damn happy when kat told me that. : D
yeah yeah, and i've completed the long, dunno how many km MacRitchie Hike with Friends! Learning Centre (i'm teaching chinese there now) : ) & i'm really proud of myself-for not getting lost, not collapsing halfway (though i felt like) and managing to get the kids hyped up at some parts of the hike!! YAYY! but i
seehhhhhh aft the hike and slept at the ctr when i returned.
P.S: i'm sorry hanming i skipped cch alumni band cuz i was too tired :O
and i had this tutor's nite out on friday. and i reached home at 7am, slept till 9am and went to work. so i'm tired, very tired. but tutors nite out was fun. we watched horror movies. and this movie abt hair extensions was so funny lah. it's like hair extensions will curl and strangle the person. OOooo. soooo weird... and then, we watched dunno what horror movie recommended by sarah. according to her, the movie is some sort of an intellectual one-guess that was the reason why i didnt understand. hahaha. then played mahjong with xinyun, andrew & minghao. minghao is cunning mann. hahaha. and XINYUN!! she's so cute larh. she lost like the first two rounds and i think she knew it was her bad start to mahjong. so when quanbin came to take her place later, he lost too. hmmm. it's okayy. mahjong's lidat. dun be sad... hahaha. yeahh.
arrggghh. i dint know yesterday's mokmok's last day at XpressFlower, before she goes on her 1 mth break. humphss. i wanted to buy J.Co Donuts for her today one lorr. so sad ehhh..... i think i'll miss her alot alot alot. i'll miss calling to marina sq to disturb modissa with all the funny noises i make.. and i'll miss her calling me shiminmin.. yeah. and aft mokmok leaves, sharen and peng will leave too. scared i'll feel kinda emo. stupid company with high staff turnover rate. haii. make me feel so sad. aft they leave i'll be left alone. mokmok, come back soon ok...!!!
lalala.some stupid irritating person is telling me i'm spending too much money. HELLO. $500 can last me 2 months ok. it's like i dun spend alot le larhhhh. if you can't finance me with ur meagre pocket money, dun make it sounds as tho you can. it is seriously
very irritating. arrghhh.
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3/24/2008 10:43:00 AM
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Monday, March 10
i'm looking ahead.
i'm opening up to the different oppurtunities awaiting...
surprisingly, i'm starting to consider studying overseas-sth i've never ever thought about.
the pros and cons are running through my mind these days. in fact, the pros outweigh the cons. dad says he'll support me-financially. and mommy says she'll support me-morally.
i'm kinda troubled by this idea... i know there's more than just living independently overseas. apparently, there's sth inside me telling me to try it out, even though i know that my first few months there will be DAMMMNNNN tough.. .. .. and i'll be crying, badly.
i need to organise my thoughts.
and you are allowed to give comments-only
constructive ones please.
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3/10/2008 10:08:00 PM
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Saturday, March 8
if i haven't told you abt my Alevel results, please DO NOT ask me. i'm getting irritated by people who are so not close to me asking abt my results. it's like, for what? isit because u care? oh please, don't gimme that. if u were really
that concerned, i should've received ur jiayou&good luck msgs rite. can't stand those who scored damn well and come to me happily asking me "how's your results?". okayy. i know i didn't do so well such that you can come to me and imply to me "hi no-brainer, i'm better than you." okayy, like everyone's better than me larh. i'm a no-brainer. happy?
and i guess people who don't wanna ask me abt my results would come here, expecting to see my results over here. SORRY! no ah. who would ever post their oh-so-lousy results online for everyone to mock at. that'll be real stupid. i don't wanna be called a stupid no-brainer.that's worse. although it literally means the same.
my hopes are almost dashed. don't think i'll get into the uni+course i want-a very very slim chance. and i seriously need time alone to think. to think of a solution, a way out. yeah. and to you out there, it's best if you could keep your mouth SHUT. i don't need u to re-emphasize that i cannot get into the course that i want okayyy. i'm seriously seriously pissed off. i feel like SLAPPING YOU x3619383750183673228581046840980351984065084068!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ughhhhhhhhh. i think i hate you. YYYIIIKKKKEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
went to ntu open house with sasa&mengmeng today. felt kinda lost+depressed+disappointed.
lunch-ed at mos aft that. and some ns guys pissed us off. two of them came into mos, giving that stupid "aww,no seats-cuz got some girls sitting in the middle of nowhere" face (we were sitting like in between 2 four-seaters). they left aft that-probably to
report to their group of friends that there are no seats. then came another 2 stupid ones who sat at the table beside us. and sasa was like
damn nice to them by asking "do you all need our seats? we can move." i totally SHOCK DAO... ... MODISSA MOK is SUPER NICE larhhhh!!!!and of cuz, they said yes. okayy, that wasn't the worse. so we got up, and had to move our bags and food over to another table. and hello, we had so many stuffs with us, plus the big & kukoo goodie bag we got from the open house-they didn't even bother to
OFFER to help. i mean, it's okay if we didn't need help, but at least OFFER lahh! damn. so irritated by them. stupid ungentleman-ly botak guys.
went to the temple with sasa to pray pray aft that. it's like, haha, first time i go to the temple with my friend. altho i'm not supposed to be there (i didnt know that i ain't supposed to go to the temple within the 49 days aft my grandpa passed away) but i loved d feeling to be at d temple with a friend. and i kept holding on to sasa, hahah, i'm scared that i'll get lost. heehe. & i saw this guy dressed in a cool way on his way to pray-SO COOL&HOT(i'm talking rubbish. cool&+hot=warm?)! hahaha. yeah. and i hope my prayers will be answered.
and the most unexpected thing happened, karyn wong visited the national library! hahaha. cuz i wanted some time alone and i didn't know whr to go. so, library lo : ) d feeling's great, serious. and i borrowed a book abt wines and stuffs. wanna know more abt it, so i wont be stunned when ppl ask me abt wines at the shop.
that's all about my boring day. BYE.
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3/08/2008 07:19:00 PM
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Thursday, March 6
don't know how should i put it.
reminisced thru the past.
was kinda wrong in some matters, but nvm, it's over.
AND HAHA. some stupid person actually made me realise that BU XIANG DONG DE lyrics describes what i'm feeling-in that particular matter.
awww......... it's thursday today... tmr's friday.......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-nervous-
P.S. i bet i can't sleep tonight so whoever needs someone to talk to, *hints hints*
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3/06/2008 12:47:00 PM
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Tuesday, March 4
results will be released this friday. and i'll get to know what i get in return for my hard work.
was sort of like down, emo yest. and thanks to you and you and you for talking to me yest nite eh. really helped to make me doze off. hahaha.
& I LOVE SASA for staying awake for so so long to msg me. -touched-
i love chiat too for talking to me for so damn long even tho she had to wake up early in the morning the next day. MWAHHS.
and ugh. people ard me are starting to get boyfriends-like,
WHAT FOR?i dun think i'll ever get a boyfriend again in these few years, and i'm starting to suspect that i'm gonna turn into a nun if not a lesbian in the future. HAHAHA.i'm at home, browsing thru youtube videos again.
-sian-
so i'm dreaming again... ... ...
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3/04/2008 02:46:00 PM
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