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Saturday, March 8


if i haven't told you abt my Alevel results, please DO NOT ask me. i'm getting irritated by people who are so not close to me asking abt my results. it's like, for what? isit because u care? oh please, don't gimme that. if u were really that concerned, i should've received ur jiayou&good luck msgs rite. can't stand those who scored damn well and come to me happily asking me "how's your results?". okayy. i know i didn't do so well such that you can come to me and imply to me "hi no-brainer, i'm better than you." okayy, like everyone's better than me larh. i'm a no-brainer. happy?

and i guess people who don't wanna ask me abt my results would come here, expecting to see my results over here. SORRY! no ah. who would ever post their oh-so-lousy results online for everyone to mock at. that'll be real stupid. i don't wanna be called a stupid no-brainer.that's worse. although it literally means the same.

my hopes are almost dashed. don't think i'll get into the uni+course i want-a very very slim chance. and i seriously need time alone to think. to think of a solution, a way out. yeah. and to you out there, it's best if you could keep your mouth SHUT. i don't need u to re-emphasize that i cannot get into the course that i want okayyy. i'm seriously seriously pissed off. i feel like SLAPPING YOU x3619383750183673228581046840980351984065084068!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ughhhhhhhhh. i think i hate you. YYYIIIKKKKEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



went to ntu open house with sasa&mengmeng today. felt kinda lost+depressed+disappointed.
lunch-ed at mos aft that. and some ns guys pissed us off. two of them came into mos, giving that stupid "aww,no seats-cuz got some girls sitting in the middle of nowhere" face (we were sitting like in between 2 four-seaters). they left aft that-probably to report to their group of friends that there are no seats. then came another 2 stupid ones who sat at the table beside us. and sasa was like damn nice to them by asking "do you all need our seats? we can move." i totally SHOCK DAO... ... MODISSA MOK is SUPER NICE larhhhh!!!!and of cuz, they said yes. okayy, that wasn't the worse. so we got up, and had to move our bags and food over to another table. and hello, we had so many stuffs with us, plus the big & kukoo goodie bag we got from the open house-they didn't even bother to OFFER to help. i mean, it's okay if we didn't need help, but at least OFFER lahh! damn. so irritated by them. stupid ungentleman-ly botak guys.

went to the temple with sasa to pray pray aft that. it's like, haha, first time i go to the temple with my friend. altho i'm not supposed to be there (i didnt know that i ain't supposed to go to the temple within the 49 days aft my grandpa passed away) but i loved d feeling to be at d temple with a friend. and i kept holding on to sasa, hahah, i'm scared that i'll get lost. heehe. & i saw this guy dressed in a cool way on his way to pray-SO COOL&HOT(i'm talking rubbish. cool&+hot=warm?)! hahaha. yeah. and i hope my prayers will be answered.

and the most unexpected thing happened, karyn wong visited the national library! hahaha. cuz i wanted some time alone and i didn't know whr to go. so, library lo : ) d feeling's great, serious. and i borrowed a book abt wines and stuffs. wanna know more abt it, so i wont be stunned when ppl ask me abt wines at the shop.

that's all about my boring day. BYE.


[[my fate]] [[my life]] [[my choice]] _________karyn pens her thoughts at__________; 3/08/2008 07:19:00 PM

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