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Tuesday, April 29


don't ask me about my SMU interview. cuz it sucks.



what happend was, i kept telling myself that i shld be relaxed&everything. ya, but turns out t be i'm over-relaxed. i spoke soooo naturally that all my usual singlish came out. as if it's not bad enuff, the prof had to "no singlish pleasseeee". lalala. i screwed up my whole thing. but it's ok : )) at least others who are more keen t go t smu hav more chances. hehehe.







btw, thanks chormin for accompanying me the whole day. and it was a super coincidence that we got the same slot for the interview!! HAHAH. and i saw nori, harry & wilson there. lala, i hope they did fine...











and aft the interview, that stupid manager-KATHERINE-had t piss me off. i alr told her a few weeks ago(aft i received the call for my interview)that i'll be having this interview TODAY, and so i can't make it for work. i was even so nice to offer to her like "u need me t cme back t wrk aft my interview?", then i thought she was even nicer by saying "no need la, u go back and rest". and this stupid irritating woman called me today and said that i dint tell her i not working laa!! so pissed by her. she was the one who forgot all about it and she wants to blame me for it. ughhs. irritating woman.



anyway, this is quoting from KATHERINE's sms(just ignore the grammatical errors, cuz her eng isnt thattttt goooodddd.)



Hi karyn, u should let me know if u can't make it. Why u do that to us go such way. U use to be quite responsible. It's make me really disappointed.







like, WHAT THE HELLL?!?!?!?!?!? i told her alr laaa. stupid woman. pms-ing i think. YUCK. i'm so happy i told her that i not gg back t wrk tday. cuz if i were t agree and go back t wrk, i'll be the one dying. cuz i'm wearing HEELS. killer! and i'l be dead if i'm gonna tend the shop for the whole day wearing my heels!! and today's Monday, so we'r supposed t change water fr d flowers. so, yaa. i can't go back t wrk in my interview attire, so i just rejected her. yaaa. and i felt good abt it.



can say i'm irresponsible, but I DON'T CARE!















and it's jerry's bday tday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! : )) and they were having this mini-celebration at the airport, to send ken&rofi&steph off t Thailand as well. ya, so met them over thr and ate a few bites of cake that dearrrrr lisa&apple offered. woohoO! nice cake(if i were to ignore the fattening cream&chocolate)...



anyway, Hansel&Gretel is not a very nice movie-personally. nanjun,lisa&apple thought it was nice, though. i don't know why. cuz i was like, dying of boredom in the cinema... ... the storyline was like abit ssssllllllllllooooooooowwwwwwwwwwww, and the movie kept me in suspense for verrrryyyyyyyyyyy lonnnnngggggg, ending off with quite an oh-so-not-realistic kind of storyline. arrrhhh. yaahh.



luckily i had my nachos with me for the whole movie. though i think i was super noisy munching away, but it's relatively nice. i mean the cheese-considering that i drank it : ))







anyway, HAHAH! saw some wallets online. they are sooo prettyyy!!!



I NEED A NEW WALLET! (ahem, i am "NOT" hinting anything...)


ok, here's my FIRST choice! hahah!! Jimmy Choo's Ulla Shimmer Leather Wallet (£250.00)






then it's Ted Baker's Gorgias. it's really like.. GORGEOUS!!! £50.00


then, if i were to go for sth more budget it'll be Victoria's Secret Zip-around Wallet.

yepps, so random. but, yaa. people who knw me well knws that i won't spend thattt much on a wallet : )) not for now, at least.




and yeah, went for a dunno-who's wedding dinner (i only knw he's a very very distant relative of mine) yesterday night. wasnt very good. it was at a chalet. Aloha Changi Chalet. damn ulu, and to make it worse, there's only like ONE driving lane for all cars la. siao one. and anyway, wedding review: flowers-ok laa, was done by one of the family members, so quite meaningful; decor-simple, but not very glamm; food-not bad, considering sam leong was there (& i managed t take a photo with him-with all my cousins); emcee-cmi; band-guy sang quite well, girl ok, saxophonist quite pro, pianist charismatic, overall, not bad. yaaa. anyway the whole atmosphere was so leng chang cuz all the uncles and aunties were there, so they got no energy t get hyped up. but anyway, the whole bunch of us(cousins and me)were like self-highing all the way, so we managed t enjoy ourselves a teeny weeny bit. HAH! : ) yeahh. my wedding dinner is gonna be much better than this!! HAHAHAHAH!!


[[my fate]] [[my life]] [[my choice]] _________karyn pens her thoughts at__________; 4/29/2008 12:37:00 AM

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Thursday, April 24


as usual, scolding from mommy cuz i came home late-again.

i think i'm used to it. which is not good.

but anyways, I WENT TO OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL!!!
lisa&gang came t fetch me frm wrk.waited fr me t end wrk,&lisa dearriee was mopping the floor for me.and she's such a good salesperson,she sold a bouquet randomly while mopping the floor IN LESS THAN A MINUTE!!!hahahahah!!she's great mann.I JUST SO LOVE HER!

aha,so apple,lisa,rofino,ken,wenwei&me went on t och aft everyone was ready t go.
&i found it so cute how lisa repeated&emphasised the precautions&instructions that rofino told us during the journey.HAHA!and d 3 girls were like,TOTALLY MAD THE WHOLE TIMEEEE!!!
ughh,d walk was relatively spooky,eerie,scary,blah blah.i just felt very mixed.as in,couldnt figure out what was i exactly feeling at any point in time,cuz i'm like... ... ... ... ...

not gg t elaborate on the walk cuz still feeling abit uncomfy talking abt it.
conclusion:it's scarrryyyyyy.

lalala.by the way,apple is sooo cutteeeee!she makes me feel safe with her ard. : )) and i just love crazy-ing with her.HAHAH : DD


aft that went t loyang tua pekkong t pray pray.hee!&wenwei is sooo baaaddd!he said he was going t teach me hw t pray,but went on his own until i called him back.yaaa.and that irritant commented that i looked like an aunty frm d way i held the joss sticks.
note:lisa,just smack him real hard okkkk.hoh-ee-seeeeee!!!HAHAHAHA!!

&i realised everyone's so pro at praying i was d only noob thr who dint knw whr t go,how many joss sticks t offer each time&blahblah.in d end,everyone was left with ZERO joss sticks&i was the only one left with 3.hurrrrrr : ((
it's okayyy, cuz apple says i'll do better next time HA!

yeayeah,gg t do my proposal for EMP.
(while i munch my Wang Wang Xian Bei.arrrhhh,so hungryyyy!!)

N.B:lalala, i'm sooo happy kiang&mingle came over t talk t me at wrk : )) thanks huh!tday was a busy cum tiring day.cuz of the secretaries' week.yaaa.and some office ppl at suntec are super irritating cuz they want BIG bouquets but they wanna pay LITTLE money.notice the irony.and i just do not understand why the supposedly educated&high-class people are like that...blah.irritated.


[[my fate]] [[my life]] [[my choice]] _________karyn pens her thoughts at__________; 4/24/2008 01:47:00 AM

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Saturday, April 19


i'm a super super bad girl.

i bully.
i irritate.
i piss ppl off.
i spend ALOT.
i eat like a pig.
i sleep like one too.
i suck.

yeahhh.

simple math eqn.
sucker+irritant+brainless=kwsm.



anyway, i'm trying to learn to speak hokkien now. altho i get teased by ppl when i speak hokkien cuz i integrate 4 languages into a sentence, i still want to learn it properly. ha, i realised the importance of knowing the language cuz it really bridges the gap between uncles&aunties-even youngsters too. it feels more qin qie :)) yayy. people, teach me the language.
wah eh sai kong dam poh hokkien wae.
and HAHA! it's damn fun to irritate ppl with my hokkien i realised. mommy will be like "can you stop speaking hokkien? it sounds damn crude." but haha, i dun think so, then i kept speaking and speaking in hokkien till they tabolei tahan!! YAYY!


yeahh. and self high during k sessions are really damn fun. only that i get VERYYY tired aft that.
the $10 ktv was good lah. cheapppp.
anyways...
to apple: cute-sey!! i love you lots ehh! for being high at k yest. HAHA! actually, i love u for your everything!! LALALA. and you sing SUPERRRRRRR GOOOOODDDDDD...
to sharon: you pretty babe!! must be super super xing fu now ehh. got ahem to dedicate AI AI to you laaa. and for the $50, forget it ok. next time we go that place and make sure their wallpaper is clean, else we'll mess up the whole FLOOR. aha, then dunid t pay!! hahaha.
to jianfeng: another happy person. lalala. cherish her, treat her well : )) and HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
to wenwei: IRRITANT!! hahaha. organise another k-session leiii.. i havent had enough yest... ... ... pleaseeeeeee... *gives that retard face*
to rofino: KJ!!! first time i heard of that name. but haha. thanks alot!! for helping us with the songs etc. you rock!
to wayne: yupps u sing like WOOWWW. i wanna sing with youuuuuuu.
to jacq: lalala. sry fr nt talking much during supper eh. abit tired. yeahhhh. let's go out some other time, AGAIN!!
to joleen: aye, u shy girl. sang so little. P.S: you'r loved by me!!!! HAhA!!
to leonard&friend: HAHA. you two sang damn little. anw, the ZI YOU reallyyyyy came at the wrong time. hahahaha!!

yeahyeah. i'm bored nowwww (if u guessed it correctly).
i missed chung cheng alumni band prac tday. and i feel guilty for it. i think no clarinetists are there tday. but dahhhhh, it's disheartening to see that very lil ppl are really putting in effort to make it for the pracs. sadddd. i'm sure, if our batch guys didn't have to serve the ctry, there'l be more ppl coming. cuz my batch ROCKS! hahaha. i knw i'm damn random. but seriously, I LOVE MY BAND MATESSSS!!!!

lalala, boring dayyyyyy....


[[my fate]] [[my life]] [[my choice]] _________karyn pens her thoughts at__________; 4/19/2008 02:47:00 PM

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Tuesday, April 15


mommy's VEERRRRYYYYY unhappy with me going home lateee.
i ain't gonna find excuses why i go home late, cuz it's just one simple reason-i wanna play.
i don't wanna go into uni and blame myself for not playing enough during my looonnnnggggg holiday...
i don't wanna feel that all i did during the hols was to just work, eat and sleep-that's relatively sad.

i'm a bad girl, i know-u dun hav to tell me that.
but can u just trust me, i aint thhhhhaaatttt badd.
mommy, can u pls just trust yourself? like, trust that i understand what u've told me? or rather, trust urself that u've gotten ur morales and whatsoever right into my head?

arrhhhhhsss!!!

i'm gonna go crazy.

it's not like i'm a kid, and duno what i'm doing. i know, i know you are worried. but seriously mommy, i can take care of myself. REALLLLYYYY.
and nothing's gonna happen to me laaaa.

and just a reminder, i'm born in 1989, which makes me 19 this year (altho i just had my 18th birthday few months ago)... and AHHH!! i still have to tell mommy who exactly i'm going out with, and where we are going, and what we are doing... ...
sometimes i just don't like it.
it isnt just sometimes now. it's like, EVERYTIME.
my mommy's a weirdo.
(to people out there, don't say that weird mothers have weird daughters)

P.S: i understand what mommy's feeling. i don't need reminders. i'm just whining and complaining over here.


anyway, just some updates.


[[my fate]] [[my life]] [[my choice]] _________karyn pens her thoughts at__________; 4/15/2008 12:20:00 PM

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Sunday, April 6


do i have a life...?????? all i do is work&sleep&work&sleep.

ah, and i went to 3 k sessions this week, with 3 diff groups of ppl. ARRHHHHH!!!! siao liao lahh. spend so much money on k. it's okayy. at least i enjoyed it. HAHAHAA.

& i went to CR chalet on fri nite, stayed over till sat morning. it was kind of a farewell gathering for songxi&yonghong, and both of them planned their farewell. HAHA. so saddd. cuz they are the ones who are the most bohliao. hahahaha. yeahh. but THANKS SONGXI&YONGHONG-for organising such a great chalet, and managing to get SOOO many teachers to be present. u all r GREAAAATT!! : ) and yayy, i made my first cocktail. again, i forgot what that drink is called.. some peanut thingyy lahh. HAHAH!!

and i wanna say I LOVE PORKCHOPS!!! so random, but yeahh. i love them for forming this whole PORKCHOPS group thingyy : ) since sec 1.. hahahaha. too bad we dint have a PORKCHOPS DAY.. hehehe. if we had, mayb we'd recruit ppl like zhihao&siang on PORKCHOPS DAY (since ryan is alr in it) .. .. YEAHH. but i say zhihao cannot join (oops, sorry chiat!!) CUZ HE SAYS CELEST CHONG ISNT PRETTY! joce, dun let him join ok. unless he says MY CELEST CHONG is pretty, & she sings well.... ....


[[my fate]] [[my life]] [[my choice]] _________karyn pens her thoughts at__________; 4/06/2008 11:08:00 PM

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Friday, April 4


i'm fine. i knw i am. : )

so random, but anyway... ...

someone's making me angryyyyyy... i bet that person doesn't knw how isit like to make a monster go wild&mad. wait&see... rrrghhhhhhhhh.............


i need someone right now, totally. to tell me it's still great being single despite witnessing the sweet things that the 3 couples of porkchops did, and wrapping bouquets for sweet boyfriends who give their girls flowers.. ha. karyn, you knw u're strong.. .. .. jiayou ehhs. u'r gonna stay single like u promised : )

LALALA... singing songs make me happy...


[[my fate]] [[my life]] [[my choice]] _________karyn pens her thoughts at__________; 4/04/2008 07:12:00 AM

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Tuesday, April 1


LALA. haven blog-ed for a long time. & SOMEONE (i think that person's a pig,oops!) tells me "you better blog...." yah. so here i am.

summary of fun events:

tutor's night out

whr we had lotsa fun watching horror shows, and aft that played mahjong. & everyone was like mad, esp qingwei.. haha. he's pong chi pong chi chi chi pong thing was so funny&entertaining..!! LALALA it's super funnn!!! thanks andrew for organising!!

company dinner

i won 2 lucky draw prizes!!! i'm superrrr lucky!! : ) a bottle of wine, which was the most expensive bottle-according to the boss-& a pendant. wooHOO!! and took fotos.. blah blah. but the irritating thing was that i brought the wrong batteries so my camera couldnt work. RRGGHH. dint manage to take alot cuz my phone low batt also!! HOW SUAYYYY.... but nvm larh, stil quite happy. cuz i won lucky draw!! HAHAHAH!!

oh, and i went to teo heng with MODISSA MOK & fu yonghong bef the dinner : ) and yayy. they sing dammmnnn NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...

joce's bday celebration

was kinda weird cuz everyone was like couple couple couple and me, SINGLE. arhhh. joce&siang,chiat&zhihao,zhinuo&ryan. and the lonely karyn wong. and stupid ryan was like "eh, the waiter not bad". ughh. nvm. we had lunch at this nice place at dempsy road,called le' fondue i think. love my pancakes with the unpeeled banana! then watched first rule. it was good, tho i fell aslp. : )

kbox session!!

yayy! went kbox on sunday nite (cuz it was special nite & it costs $16). & i sabo-ed PPL! hahaha. so fun. & was super high. together with sarah, we go HIGH HIGH HIGH!!!!! WOOHOOoo!!!! was so high i think my throat was abit sore when i got home. but nvm, i had FUN! : )

yayy!!

anyway, weird things are happening to me lately...

ppl are stopping me from doing what i want.. but i knw what i'm doing now is kind of, right-at the moment. so.. i don't plan to change anything right now.

after what has happened, i don't know why, i think i fear "change". it's uncertain. i don't know whether it'll be good or bad. so i'd rather things stay the same. at least i'm happy : )



[[my fate]] [[my life]] [[my choice]] _________karyn pens her thoughts at__________; 4/01/2008 12:05:00 PM

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