``a.total-brand-new.me;;
Tuesday, April 15


mommy's VEERRRRYYYYY unhappy with me going home lateee.
i ain't gonna find excuses why i go home late, cuz it's just one simple reason-i wanna play.
i don't wanna go into uni and blame myself for not playing enough during my looonnnnggggg holiday...
i don't wanna feel that all i did during the hols was to just work, eat and sleep-that's relatively sad.

i'm a bad girl, i know-u dun hav to tell me that.
but can u just trust me, i aint thhhhhaaatttt badd.
mommy, can u pls just trust yourself? like, trust that i understand what u've told me? or rather, trust urself that u've gotten ur morales and whatsoever right into my head?

arrhhhhhsss!!!

i'm gonna go crazy.

it's not like i'm a kid, and duno what i'm doing. i know, i know you are worried. but seriously mommy, i can take care of myself. REALLLLYYYY.
and nothing's gonna happen to me laaaa.

and just a reminder, i'm born in 1989, which makes me 19 this year (altho i just had my 18th birthday few months ago)... and AHHH!! i still have to tell mommy who exactly i'm going out with, and where we are going, and what we are doing... ...
sometimes i just don't like it.
it isnt just sometimes now. it's like, EVERYTIME.
my mommy's a weirdo.
(to people out there, don't say that weird mothers have weird daughters)

P.S: i understand what mommy's feeling. i don't need reminders. i'm just whining and complaining over here.


anyway, just some updates.


[[my fate]] [[my life]] [[my choice]] _________karyn pens her thoughts at__________; 4/15/2008 12:20:00 PM

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