Friday, November 14
for the first time, i drove my mommy from tpy lor5 to tpy central :)
mommy and dagu were like HOLDING TIGHT to the handle can. And although it was a short journey, mommy was nagging like shit. totally unlike Esman. now i realise how Esman trusts his students. thinking back, Esman really bo chap wor. let me drive my own, just gimme directions, and he can sing his songs/sms, haha. and the amazing thing is, he can point out my mistakes at the same time. this is called, ZAI! i'm going to promote Ubi Driving Centre, under the OneTeam Programme, ESMAN! he's superb man. actually i quite miss driving with him beside me. with all his crap and jokes, talking about his ex-fiance, his princess, blah blah blah. seriously, i miss him. (awww better not let him see this) and yes, i do miss his singing. it's nice-no sacarsm here, thank you very much. shall get back to the topic. actually, i officially failed my night driving with mommy cuz i didn't know how to park! hahaha, so i got down, and mommy took over. eh, no. correction. i don't know how to park without poles. but with poles, it's a different story. hehehe, i'm a good driver okays (quoted from Esman and Driving Test Tester)
*stupid wenwei, i know you're going to laugh damn loudly if you're reading this. but i'll make sure i'll slap you HARD if you laugh somemore.
anyways, yes i was emo-ing just now. was thinking about the future. what would happen? actually i'm living quite a fucked up life right now. you wouldn't understand. it's like, having my daddy's house, my mommy's house, my grandmas' houses, my boyfriend's house. SO MANY PLACES CAN. and i have to spend time at each place every week. it's bad, no joke. with some of my cosmetics/belts/clothes here, and some there, and with my notes scattered around, it really ain't conducive. jialat. i can't stay put. i have to spare a thought for the others. for e.g, if i stay at daddy's, i need to think of mommy. but when i stay at mommy's, i need to think of grandma. aiyah i duno lah. i've been running around these few weeks. sometimes i'm at my dad's, sometimes at my mom's, sometimes at my grandma's, sometimes at my boyfriend's. running around is tiring, and expensive. ROARS.
and i don't know why, i'm getting more and more fucked up. the things i say, just piss people off. to you, especially. i know it's my fault that night. i really pushed your limits, i'm sorry.
ayee. really damn sian. that's why the emo-ness right now.
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whatever-as always.
emo shitty bang bang
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11/14/2008 01:06:00 AM
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