i promised to blog regularly but evidently, NOPE haha i haven't been doing so.
falling sick is a TOTAL BITCH. can't sing, can't talk, cough all the time. the coughing especially, it's getting on my nerves. YUCKS. i cough like i'm gonna die.
besides the falling sick part, i've been doing fine lately, as opposed to my dear friends around me. things happen, yet we can't do anything about it. SIGHS. what to do. my dear friends, jiayou ehsss! love.
oh by the way, WAHAHA. i have a new hairstyle! :D
from the demure, sweet, girl-next-door look... to a MUSHROOM HEAD!
seriously i can't believe i did it.
actually it was a super random day when a bestie of mine was feeling down. i went to look for her in an attempt to cheer her up but had nothing to do, so i suggested going for a haircut.
and i wanted to go for a bob, as usual.
but i told the hairdresser i wanted short hair, really really short hair.
and he thought i could carry it off, so *snip snip*
yesyes i know i don't look as chio as ever.
but afterall, it's a new look, isn't it?
i'll experience having to grow my hair from SUPER SUPER SHORT to a girly hairstyle again.
i'm beginning to feel ecstatic about the process. how's it gonna be like? especially, i'm flying off to austria soon. how am i going to maintain my hairstyle? HAHA. maybe i'll go to Milan for a haircut? an expensive haircut hahaha.
surprisingly, after a few days of ZERO CONFIDENCE, my confidence level EXPLODED after that. BOOMS! no idea why. but suddenly, i accepted my new look, and enjoyed being different from every other girls out there :D different style. not chio, but cool. woots.
see, i even did a blogshop photoshoot with my hair. i'm blasting with confidence! HAHAHAHA!
joking luhhs. when i did the photoshoot i was still unsure of myself. but glad the photos turned out nice! :D
*btw, that's chewling :D who accompanied me to the photoshoot. i didn't expect to get a chance to do the shoot as the owner was looking for a SWEET look. like how can i ever look sweet with my mushroom head?!
anyways, YEA as i was saying, i'm BLASTING WITH CONFIDENCE.
don't ever attempt to make fun of my hair, cuz i'll hear NONE of it.
my new nickname is MOMOGU and i really like it.
to you people who are thinking of putting me down with your negative comments such as "aiyo you look like a boy", "why you cut your hair until lidat? (with the ughhhh face)" whatever whatever. i'll just have to reply you with "thank you for your comments. but i'm happy with who i am now and my new nickname is MOMOGU tqvm"
and by having the courage to cut my hair till so so so short it just proves something: that my boyfriend loves me enough to accept me with whatever weird hairstyles!
and i really really do appreciate his love for me.
chiachia, HUGGGSSS! :DDDD
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1/25/2011 11:43:00 PM
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Friday, November 19
Seriouslyyyyy, IEA is a sucker.
I can't link luhhh.
Whatever. Finish up with stupid IEA today and carry on with ethics tomorrow. Yayy! :) finally, moving on to another module.
Mugged at Han's today. Nice. Think i'm gonna camp there next week. Conducive and cooling. Niceee! Then black got me nasi lemak frm boonlay. Favourite. I adore crispy chicken wings and i swear i'll learn the secret behind it.
:)
Okay off to shit now. My stomach's getting weird these few days. Shitzzzz.
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11/19/2010 07:54:00 PM
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Tuesday, November 16
i swear i'm gonna perfom this song one day.
Such an emo night. Morning i mean. It's 5am in the morning and i havent slept a wink. Just did 50pages of Dear John and thought that it's be good to sleep since i had t wake up 3 hours later t meet sponsors.
Okay i wasnt reading the book the whole time. I went through my blog posts and thought that it's really good t keep a blog. Whenever i look back at my past, it'd be filled with happiness, sadness, everything. I've experienced much emotions too. Just that i can feel the emotions getting more intense as time goes by. And and and. Blogs are really good for reflecting upon myself. Alright i know its the study break and i shouldnt be doing this. But i really think it's good that i look at my past and find myself. Somehow i think i got lost.
Maybe i should blog more often-not to accumulate site visits, but for myself. Me, Karyn Wong :)
i wonder why i am going crazy over some stupid man who has a f*cking pink g-string in his wardrobe (not mine) and he's ignoring me right now. he's happily asleep.
asks for my attention, says that "girl, i need to talk to you now, could you gimme your attention", and i gave him my fullest attention. when it's my turn to talk, *SNORESSSSS* then, shakes him up, and say "hey please, i wanna talk to you" he replies "i'm listening, i ain't sleeping" i blabber on, and realises he's sound asleep, once again. ignoring me. angrily walks out of the door, heads home, and he doesn't even care. called him for the past one hour, no answer.
tired freak. please, if you're tired, don't play mahjong please. if you wanna play mahjong, do tell me that you're tired and you wanna sleep. don't tell me that you're listening and ignore me.
it may seem like a small thing. but small matters do matter, alot.
plus that fucking g-string. you're making me think alot again... ... that's what you always leave me with.
