argh.. im so so so mad at him. how can he do this? got stead liao still go baywatch.. arghhhhh.. im so so so so furious.. guys are ALWAYS like that.. argh.. his gf told him not to two time, he four time.. arghhh... so angry.. so angry.. some guys are lyk that de.. then innocent girls get broken hearts frm them... idiotic... these people hab nothing to do other than break ppl's hearts. why cant they wait till they think they can be zhuan1 yi1 befor they get a girl?? haix.. dunno how to think ar them. then break ppl's hearts. IT'S NOT FUN AT ALL LOR!!!

just remembered i saw an email last time.. it said dun gib a girl hope when u dun lyk her. sth lidat lar. forgot le. i wasnt that love sick last time. im not too, presently. hehe. but some guys gib girls hope so easily then destroy them in a moment by just ignoring her.hai...

do u wanna hurt people or get hurt by people? ..

im so bad, im so selfish. i chose to hurt people. but yes, i did get hurt before. too painful for me to bear. so it's best not to get involved with "love". sometimes, i was thinking why cant i love girls. at least girls love better than guys. haha. that's why i always tell ppl "i think one day im gonna be a bisexual" i dun understand why this kinda ppl cant get accepted in this society.. i mean, there's much more choices for them,isnt it?

haii.. stupid bgr. my didi.wanna tell him not to get involved in all these, but guess he wun understan and wun heed my advice. let him go explore on his own ba.

feelin so so damn down..


[[my fate]] [[my life]] [[my choice]] _________karyn pens her thoughts at__________; 12/11/2004 10:13:00 PM

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